I have not written in this thing in so L0ngXor.
I am 18 now, it has not hit me too much lately. I understand i can buy ciggarettes now and go into pornshops LEGALLY now. It seems as if nothing is new though. I mean that as in, like i have done it all before. Yet, i haven't. I guess i am just hard to impress? who knows.

I hate change.

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This is going to sound so cliche; I seriously want to experience a full-on relationship. I have experienced petty ones but never a long term one. I think my longest relationship was 3 months. It seems like i have set my standards to high and set my self up for failure each time. I hope someone comes along soon, i do not know what i am going to do ( Read more... )

i need that person right now.

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i [NEED] someone tangible, that wont fade away or deteriorate.

i feel so alone=/

had no idea my hair was this

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I am so confused right now, not in a negative way, just that is how i feel. I am so indecisive today. Well, Tascha and Mischa came over to my house sunday=] My god i love them so much. It is amazing how far me and tascha have came, i mean just internet friends and then it turns into something freaking awesome! I love that. Of course, we went to ( Read more... )

so, Me adam and bridgett[aka BAM] dedcided to go on a picnic..here are some pictures=]

PIcnic Photos

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In recent news, i have quit my job. I dont necisarily miss it, just have nothing to do now. Therefore, i think/beleive my summer will be pretty much uneventful. I wish i could see summer the same as i did the previous years. Now i realize, i am almost an adult i should be doing something. Something with meaning, something that will be embedded in ( Read more... )

I think i have found a meaning for love finally. Keep in mind, this is just my definition and i just came up with it. Another thing, it might not be very clear due to how bad i am at explaining things, but her goes nothing:

LOVE -A force that is able to bring any two people together. Does not necissarily have to be for purposes of getting ( Read more... )

So i might be getting the job at the shah bulding in L-town. It is a branch off of my mom's work. I am 60% sure i have it. There are some crappy things to this whole job thing though=/ If i get it, i will be working full time from mon-fri. That means i will have no summer what-so-ever. This job better pay good m0neY-xors or i will be teh pissed. Oh ( Read more... )