Alright things have been getting worse. This shit sucks. I mean first, i get crushed shattered broken, unable to heal, and may never heal. And Then as soon as that happens....my car gets the same thing. Ofcourse no ones fault. But then i guess its a lesson to be learned. And so later ( Read more... )

Im going for a walk who wants to join me.

Yes it hurt alot. And still does. I know every, you are tired of hearing me moan and groan. Your all just saying the same thing,"Just get over her already. It was for the best. Fuck that bitch. There are more fish in the sea." but the thing is. This was it for me. No more hunting for me. I was gonna bring her home to mom. She was gonna ( Read more... )

I just got back from takeing the longest walk. I havent taken that walk since justyne broke me. Now im broken more than before, it was the longest walk ive ever taken, and it still isnt over yet. I just figured some thing out. My shenmue is still at her house. Cause i was gonna play it, cause all my games were jacking up and i figured hey i ( Read more... )

well its 4 in the morning, once again im the only one awake. Just finished talking to some one who i can savely say is a friend of mine. Cause we have been talking for years. Just we talk like every 6 months kinda. Its funny how much our lives change. though i never met her, and prolly never will. But then it would ruin what we have. Hope ( Read more... )

I never gave up on you and you know it. You gave up on me. I was there till the end. There was never an ending till you put one there. But hey you can go back to your life and ill get back to mine. I talk no shit so you shouldnt start talking yours. Sorry you didnt enjoy the time we spent. I sure did. I treasure the moments ( Read more... )

Finally got the week end off. But got no cash cause i just got my cell back on. First thing i did was call my boy jermy and tell him how short he is and that life aint gonna work out for him. he just said that he was gonna kick my ass. Man, i havent fought in a long time. Well we aint gonna fight. But i sure would lke to take out my ( Read more... )

Things starting to look up now that im not dependant on a woman. Im starting to see the skys once more. in a new way. I like not being perfect. I like the little things that mess you up. Like Messed up grammer and the little burps here and there. I think there cute ( Read more... )

have i passed my test, does it have to be this hard. Forever isnt long enough. And test after test, come on. Gimmie a break. Ill never lose faith in you. I have come this far. Now can you help me.

i hate work i dont want to go in this condition. It sucks so much. I have so much time off. i need a vaction from the world.