I have no reason to be jealous. But i am. I Feel like dieing seeing that sweat band around your wrist. It sickens me so much. I am terrified that their might be some one else in your life. These are thoughts that run in my mind. Of course it cant be wrong because we arent together. But it hurts just thinking about it. I still want you. i ( Read more... )

So im single again. It hurts but im getting by. The sad thing is that i didnt cry. I should have, and i have many times before when i imaged about this. I hope she lives a full and happy life. I really do. I saw her room for the last time, and i hope her too. Cuase i wouldnt want to be reminded about something that could have been forever. ( Read more... )

I guess God didnt put me on this earth to be a hero. Then i guess ill just try to be a good person. Its hard. At work today they are gonna cut my hours like crazy. So im gonna have alot more time off. Not i good thing to have right now in my life. I need to keep my mind off things. I need the hours. but oh well, what can i do. all my ( Read more... )

Take the quiz: "Serial Killer Quiz"

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Yes it does hurt me. But im not dead. I hope im not pushy. Its hard feeling the way i do for you and not letting you know, cause it makes you feel uncompfortable when i do. And i very enjoyed the times we had when we both felt the same way for each other. Now im the only one left with the feelings.....sorry i didnt get the memo... But i still ( Read more... )

The bad news is that my phone got turned off. The good news is that i got me a new car. Well it aint new, But i like it. ITs a 94 mustang. Im gonna make it into a beast. Boy ol boy am i gonna have some fun with this one. The only way im gonna be able to have fun if my lady stops borrowing 150 bucks from me for a memory card..lol..i love you ( Read more... )

Ive never felt the embrace of a touch so pure. Something so true is blind and noneexistent to me. but my GOD, you make my heart go insane.

i didnt write that.  <3  you make my heart go insane too.   It doesnt skip a beat no more.  It is almost weird feeling my heart pound harder, and go fast and slow at the same ( Read more... )

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The coin has now been flipped, and i hope it lands in my favor ( Read more... )

i want to take the pain away but the friends are giveing it to you. Now im banned and now i hurt. its no ones fault. I will get over this. With out giveing any one pain. It will hurt but i can get through this.

Now to write a letter.