i keep forgetting i have an account here on livejournal. so for an update...my ears hurt. my jaw hurts. my head hurts. my stomach is sick feeling. i'm cold. a bit hungry too. but i'm happy. i have mr. pretty now.

bad bad times. sad times. more sad times to come.

long long time since i wrote in this, or my xanga. before, this was my one place i could really vent, but stupid me didnt realize people do read this. so i need another place to vent...stuff that no one should see. just..bad bad bad days. always bad days. make jokes, pretend everything is ok. pretend you're not fighting with family, pretend you're ( Read more... )

so hello all. yes, i remember that i have a livejournal..and i even remember the password. scary stuff. but nothing really new to report. same stuff as always. ppl drivin me up the wall. i hate shawn. paige might leave shawn!!! thank god. i hate him. i really do. cameron is supposed to be moving back here in about 3 weeks. work sucks. we need help ( Read more... )

http://www.myspace.com/glowworm1205
go to that url to see my profile there. i write more in the blogs on myspace anyway.

anyone who really knows me knows that im not good at verbalizing my feelings unless its anger or annoyance...shit like that. well our latest fight is that i didnt say i love you enough to mike. apparantly, im supposed to keep track of how many times i say it, and when, that way next time im asked when the last time was, i can say...yeah, said 5 ( Read more... )

why am i always awake this early in the morning? grr ( Read more... )

A Biography of your Life:What is todays date?:11/21/05 What is the time right now?:8:36 am ~First things first~Full name::laura rose Birth Date::6/28/82 Age::23 Sex::female Religion::lutheran Education Level::high school and cna training Race::white Heritage::um....mommys family was english Where do you live?:springfield Where are you right now?:in ( Read more... )

10 LAYERS!10 bands you love10:no doubt 9:res 8:dixie chicks 7:erykah badu 6:real mccoy 5:whitney houston 4:alannis morriesset 3:alicia keys 2:spice girls 1:boomkats 9 things in your room9:watercolor painting of a bird 8:acrylic painting of a cardinal 7:tiger pic by shane 6:a keyboard 5:mikey's laptop 4:a red stapler 3:2 closets mostly filled with ( Read more... )

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