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I am getting ready to head out to Portland and Seattle tomorrow ( Read more... )

I just want to let everyone know I am still alive. Just alot is going on right now in my life (and no, none of it is bad). And I am just doing my best to just live life the best to my ability ( Read more... )

...Well that is a feeling I would like to feel again...

Schan likes to mess with my ears (cause I enjoy it...I wont lie) and he pretty much took out a plug from my ear with the o-ring and all still attached.

My ear fucking hurts like a bitch and he was freaking out thinking he tore the whole lobe

This morning when Schan and I went for our walk I asked him about the other day when I opened up with him and asked him if it was to much and explained to him that I keep alot to myself. I dont like to lean on anyones shoulders for help with my past. I dont like to burdon people ( Read more... )

I think today I may have been too open with Schan ( Read more... )

I think I about died this morning. I set my phone alarm for 8am, and not 6am. I didn't get up in time to go for Schan and I's walk this morning like we have been doing 5 days a week for the last 2 months ( Read more... )

This picture is proof of two things...

1) I can smile...
2) I am wearing pink...

Both of these things aren't normal for me, but yet I have been doing them frequently in the last few months. What...the...fuck.


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stuck at work until 7am...then heading to my friends to play D&D in the morning. But I am feeling like a dumb shit cause I have to drive ALL the way home before to pick up my dice and character sheet because I failed to grab them before work ( Read more... )

Forgot to update people that meeting Schan's family as far as I know went really well. I got them to laugh so I guess that is a plus :P I think the only one that didn't like me was a dog that they adopted that was abused but they said, "Oh keep coming over! He will get used to you then after a few times". So I am guessing if they didn't like me ( Read more... )