i'm not always cynical and bitter
i promise
at the moment i am actually quite content for these reasons:
tomorrow is my day off
i am getting LOTS of hours at work
i am getting so many that i am actually going t ohave to cut some hours which allows me to work at my other job
i can sleep in tomorrow
yay for life

so i can't sleep ( Read more... )

Easter mass is like a college lecture ( Read more... )

don't you ever wish that there was that one person who was always on your side no matter what...always there for you...always picked you.

yeah where is that person?

not here for sure

bottom line

i can't trust people

because once i do

i get hurt

from now on i will be numb

maybe it won't hurt as bad that way

thanks to everyone who replied to my last post...love yous

so i don't write in these things. ever. but i don't know right now i have all these emotions and i honestly don't even know what they're about. i feel so sad all of a sudden. like out of place. not out of place now. out of place like a year ago. i feel as if i missed out on so much because i moved before my senior year. forever i'll be ( Read more... )

so i don't know exactly how i feel about things right now. i'm in a fairly good mood, except that i have a horrible headache and my throat still kind of hurts. i didn't feel like doing shit today ( Read more... )

wow i thought i should maybe write something real fast while i'm in a good mood. lately it seems i go through these phases. one minute( like now ) i feel SO in control and happy and at ease with everything. but then before i can even realize it i get upset/depressed again over nothing. what is my life ( Read more... )

i love these things...especially when i'm bored ( Read more... )

i'm getting depressed again. but i don't know why. my birthday is in 2 days and i'm not even excited. all i want to do is sleep all the time. i'm getting sick i think. but bottom line i'm just always sad and i don't know why. i mean at least last year i had a reason, i hated everything cuz i had to move. i just wish i wasn't so sad. and i ( Read more... )