it's been a while....i haven't had much time...or interest ( Read more... )

End of summer is coming. Only 2 days left. holy crap, I can't believe this is the last time I'm ever really going to live in this house. It makes me sad when I think about it. I wonder what it would be like to come back here in like 10 or 20 years and see the house I grew up in. I know my parents won't own it by then. Weird. I feel like I should ( Read more... )

January 2008 is too far away...

I just want to go back to school...

After doing a lot of thinking and listening to my parents, I've decided not to go to montreal. It's not that I don't want to go, because I really really do, but my financial situation doesn't allow me to go at this point. I explained all this to Em and she was completely understanding, so Em, thanks for that. It sucks having to say no but it would ( Read more... )

um hmmm. i'm bored ( Read more... )

this weekend was really good, the first good period of time since the beginning of summer. my brother came home for the weekend which ended up being the best part for me. he's really one of the coolest people I know, and I have recently discovered that I can talk to him about pretty much anything and not have him judge me or tell my rents or ( Read more... )

last night was my dad's 70th bday bash. it was pretty fun. there were a bunch of people there, which made my dad happy. it was an all around good time. I can't believe he's 70. after that I went to Kate's party. it was uber fun. I got fairly drunk and had a good time. played some games of ruit. kate and I wrecked. played a few games of flip cup. ( Read more... )

I'd like to apologize for last night's wrist slitting, depressing entry. I was in a really weird mood that I can't really explain. so i'm not gonna try. I learned that I wasn't being stupid though, that other people go through that too, so I'm not worried. Today was much better. work actually wasn't that bad. except when Dennis made stocking ( Read more... )

man, fuck the second part of my last entry. I need to fuckin get off my ass and stop feeling sorry for myself. this is bullshit.