i think in decimals and dollars... and yet again ive been a complete idiot. listen, im sorry for being a total fag lately. i dont know whats gotten into me. i hope you can forgive me. i guess im just a little bit scared but i love you... for all thats worth. and its everything to me.

i dont feel like im doing enough. some people dont know how happy they make me. that matters, a lot. more than most things. so i hope i dont mess up again. i dont think anybody knows what im talking about and i have to get back to class anyway... bye. <3

i dont like how i never have anything to write. but i dont really care. bye

i havent written in here in a while. i dont have a computer at my house and my parents are both faggots. im not having a good time lately because everything just seems too hard. i dont know... maybe im just a big pussy and i should just shut up. i guess i will.

so today i was driving with shane and i opened the door to throw a firecracker out and the fuse burned way too fast and it blew up in my fingers. it really hurt but it was kind of cool. bye.

today i got some sweet new reeboks. and i burned a bunch of cd's and i got to talk to my girlfriend on the phone. goodnight douche bags.

i dont think ive ever laughed as hard as i did tonight in the car ride home.
goodness gracious. <3

i miss my girlfriend... terribly.

Dear Lindsey,

Happy NINE month anniversary!

Love,
Andy

today i went with my mom to the grocery store and got some popsicles.
then i went skating at the usual chandler.
and im pretty sure that tonight was the sweatiest ive ever been
in my entire life.