The basis of my heterosexuality is in fear and disgust.
FML

Narcissism and inferiority complex working together for the greater bad; Would be funnier if it weren't my problem! (No wonder nothing I do makes any goddamn sense, I'm a contradiction by description.)

This has been a killer of a week :( I want icecream but have a gaping cavity I'm waiting to have filled. She stiiiings.

Thank you, drunk fuck rioting arsonist hockey fans of Vancouver, for making me so very proud of my nationality on this day!

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Man, there's nothing like watching the fox and the hound as an adult for the first time since childhood. I got so choked up oh my god. Might have been silly of me to watch in the midst of a breakdown, but I don't regret it. When I was a kid I never realized I was watching a masterpiece.

I pulled this out a dumpster today to hang on my wall ironically.


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I already think I can't do artslam this month. It's a shame this group has to be a once-a-year challenge, because I love the idea of working on personal goals as a group (since I'm not the greatest in self-direction). I'd love to take part, I'm just not in the spirit. I can't take my art goals seriously right now because I'm having a hard time ( Read more... )

Interrupting and hopefully capping off my stale habit of writing letters of self-deprecation to the internet. Srry guise. Pulling through. June will be a month of change! GOOD THINGS. LOOK FORWARD. MAKE STUFF (OK I'm really talking to myself now. Will reveal more when Artslam gets rolling)

Anyway- the main point of this entry is

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I may very well end up being the kind of person most people don't want to know. I'm only starting to be okay with it now. I can't fret over embarrassing myself anymore. I'm too old to care if the people who used to think I was a sweet, creative, and promising individual think I've become awkward, distant, or stupid. It's just the way I'm evolving. ( Read more... )

This is another photo-post. Still working on lifting my mood and taking charge of my life. I don't feel like thinking of myself as an artist when I'm down in the dumps, I just want to draw to keep my life enjoyable. Sharing art will happen when some form of pride returns to me ( Read more... )