I typically find that writing out my problems seems to fix them better, but what if you dont know what your problem is? Or have way to many to count. Lets see.....I work at a place that makes me wanna barf, I have bills coming out of my ass, I live in an apartment I am not so fond of, my car.....is a giant piece of shit. And every man i tend to ( Read more... )

Im so tired. So very tired. This could be for the simple fact that I havent got sleep lately because ( Read more... )

Again i see that i have not wrote in this bitch for a while. But now that I have a life and am not at home thinking of ways to get someone to like me or how to do my hair like Angelina Jolie, it becomes difficult to keep up. I mean, my life isnt that brillant anyway ( Read more... )

Doctors appointment today went as planned. It sucked. They bitched me out. Why? Because i lost 11 pounds in 2 1/2 months. Thats not even that much. I have 17 1/2 pounds to go. What are they going to do then? Ick. It makes me mad. I am just sick of the fat. I want to look in the mirror and be happy with what i see. Maybe its just me. I dont know. ( Read more... )

So, piece of shit journal, its been a while. Seems I am too busy compairing hair with girls i dont know off of myspace. That, and recieving randon messages from the nextel site on my phone. God, i love people ( Read more... )

There comes a point in everyone's life when they have to learn how to handle the shit of the earth. The scum. The people that really, in all honesty, are a waste of space and just suck up the precious oxygen from the good people that need it. I suppose that this is my time ( Read more... )

Yesterday was my birthday ( Read more... )

Why is it the more physically appealing you try to make yourself, the more you fine wrong ( Read more... )

Seems I dont write in here anymore. Thats kind of sad, considering how I used to love it so much. Seems the drama that came from it ruined that. People printing off my my posts and claiming i was insane. And that i was deeply in love with them. Maybe in love with your penis, but not you. No, def. not you my self centered friend. Your a piece of ( Read more... )

The fact that I put my mind and body with people it doesnt need to be around is starting to piss me off.

Im sorry, but some people dont deserve to touch this.

The more I think about it, the more i realize that needed to stop before it started.

I have way more respect for my self than that.

Time to put that respect in action.