press conference begins at: nine:twenty-three p.m.my fellow americans ( Read more... )

start: two:zero-five am
i am not completely here as i write this entry, so please excuse me if it turns out rather scatterbrained and incoherent.i understand that to make an omelette i must break a few eggs, but i grow tired of walking on the eggshells that are soon discarded. to be frank, i'm extremely irritated, frustrated, and fed-up with ( Read more... )

alpha: two:zero-five

( for all the hopeless romantics )

i watched slc punk today, well it just finished a few minutes ago, and i started thinking. i started thinking at about the part where heroin bob - drunk - begins to discuss his love for trish and whether or not he let his father down. now, i understand that a drunk mouth speaks a sober mind, but i wonder why it didn't work that way for me. i never ( Read more... )

in the beginning: two twenty ami remember not too long ago i sarcastically said: "be like christ." given: i'm no jesus freak, but he's got some good stories out there. i perceive myself to be a rather patient person, and in that respect, i'm like christ and his infinite patience. through this christ-like experience, i have figured out the real ( Read more... )

start: one fifty-three am.i could attempt to be witty at this point in the evening, but what purpose would it serve? i suppose it'd lead to some dramatic climax in which the reader would follow and eventually be satisfied with, but that's typical - cliche. i don't know if i've already said it, but i'm destined for something greater than average. ( Read more... )

it's twelve fourty-eight am. i slept for an hour earlier, but was woken by the motherly figure. somehow i don't think i'm going to get more than a couple hours of sleep within the remainder of the night, somehow i think a trip to starbuck's tomorrow morning is going to be a must, somehow i think that i may be attaining the status of sick. my ( Read more... )

at two-thirty am, life becomes a first-person narrative. the protagonist and the antagonist are one and insomnia and caffeine are only background information. at two-thirty am it's no longer the battle to stay awake that was fought just hours before, more of a battle of what will occupy the newfound time. at two-thirty am, cynicism takes over and ( Read more... )

before the rebuttlequestion: i'd like to know when exactly it was that i "freaked out" before you posted your "testimony" to me doing so, could you please inform me ( Read more... )

the comment on trial

allow me to disect this so that it is slightly easier to understand...

1.)"i know exactly who you were talking about steve, and i am not agreeing with you. and you did not win."if you would be so kind as to notice, i did not say it was a clear cut win. and yes, succumbing by refusing to speak on a live topic is a submission ( Read more... )