someone tell me what to do with myself.

Everything is disorder
I want something to do but I don’t want any obligations. But I don’t know what I want but I’m pretty sure of what I don’t want.

last night i met the most gorgeous girl. she walked in with a burger king crown and walked out with my heart.

cover letters and resumes.

i learned a new word today. "bezzell" or bezzle. i dunno, you can't spell out slang.

anyway it means hand job.

economics class was stupid. class class is stupid. i love mr. norman, i love gym with jenni, mr. mac is devouring my intestines, i always have a headache in costuming. weird afghanistani girls get on my nerves and although i whine about how i'm surrounded by work work work i still find time to get online for god knows how long. never go to bed ( Read more... )

chillaxin in mr hiler's office. gym is retarded and i needed to take a nap. everything is pretty ridiculous lately. i sleep at night but i'm still tired during the day, i still sleep during important classes. i don't get it. i got to bed before 11. most of the time. well i TRY to go to bed before 11. meh ( Read more... )

i'm at work completely fucking bored out of my mind. i'm supposed to be meeting up with the fabulous jamie pogue later on but i'm rather tired and i feel guilty doing anything but working on summer reading. oh well. he's worth it ( Read more... )

so in approx. two days, i'll be on my way to the jazz capital of the world, that is chicago right? whatever, i'll be on my way to chicago, probably driving alot of it because i am the shit and my dad lets me drive ( Read more... )

so i'm at my dads and nothing is happening because nothing ever happens here. i did get to chill with my step-sister, she's actually really cute and fun. we played tennis and went to the pool. she's throwing a pool party. how fun ya ( Read more... )

i need to follow JJ's lead and just do shit and not worry about having conversations. fuck that i can talk anytime i fucking want WHEN AM I GONNA START LIVING. i need to go bungee jumping, or base jumping, or skydiving. i want to go on a road trip this summer since i'm not going to GAY JEW CAMP ( Read more... )