You know, tax returns rule.

oh god oh god oh god oh god

matt's going to be going back to ohio.

i'm not ready i'm not ready i'm not ready.

god, please?

It's rainy out today. Very. It's okay though, I'm not feeling too down about it at all ( Read more... )

It's been a one step backwards, two steps forwards kind of weekend, which I guess is good. Matt and I had yet another one of those crucial talks that brings us further along in the development of a strong friendship. He said he was sorry for many of the things he said to me immediately following the breakup, especially that one thing which he said ( Read more... )

Today I was running late and dashed onto the F train which was about to leave the station. When I got on I found that all the bottom square ads had been covered with pictures and the top sheet ads had been covered with pictures of books made to look like bookshelves. There were rolls of carpet on the ground and welcome mats at each door. Four or ( Read more... )

In other news, I've been growing my beard for a bit now. This will go on for as long as is necessary.

Today I took a long walk through the East Village, wandering its streets back and forth, as part of an effort to re-familiarize myself with the energy of New York City. Atlanta surprised me. It's unlike many of the cities I've been to in that it's just so spread out. There's parks and trees and grass, people live in full houses, the neighborhoods ( Read more... )

Today I had a very good walk and lunch with Matt. I felt more stable and good than I had in ages, and I think going to Atlanta may have been more helpful than I initially allowed for. Also, last night I hung out with Ernesto and we had an incredible conversation about learning to let go. Some of the things that we spoke of last night really helped ( Read more... )

I think I am going to write a short story. More on this later.

Last night we went to dinner at Ben and Ronnie's friend's place. Her name is Liz, and she has a 2-year old daughter. Liz also smokes a ton of pot. Now, I know I really shouldn't be casting judgment on a first impression, but I did not feel entirely comfortable leaving her daughter alone in the living room watching Dora the Explorer while we sat in ( Read more... )