in the beginning i didn’t see her. i only sensed her presence. i figured when she wanted to show herself she would. one night while leaving the condo i saw her coming up the stairs. i think that was the first she saw me too. she was high on from another concoction of acid, marijuana, and heroin. im sure she thought she was having a bad trip ( Read more... )

time reveals everything.

i did not cry this weekend ( Read more... )

sometimes it'd be nice if someone else made the decisions.

im really tired. i didn’t get enough sleep last night and i’ve been staring at numbers all day. i dont want to be responsible for the details. make it easy for me. i just want to show up. just decide. it's not hard.

gnosticgirl: i've been thinking about you
Jimmy: really? in what way
gnosticgirl: just that you have so many wonderful things coming. you need to know that
jimmy: : really? ;-) well im sooooo happy to hear that

gnosticgirl: sometimes, i see you and i want to keep you all to myself. but i know i cant because you belong to the universe. it’s like ( Read more... )