so i know this guy named zeek who is so freakin chill, he's cool to the touch. like, whenever i'm with my girls, he's there too just hanging around doing the stuff we like to do too. he's coming to my birthday party and i can't wait to see what kinda dance moves he's been cookin up. one time i saw him do this move where it was like a reverse ( Read more... )

"everything is just so sad and pointless, you know? no one is good anymore"
"are you good?"
"ya. i'm good."
"maybe you met the bad people when you were bad too."
"but i'm not bad now"
"am i bad?"
"no you're good. you're so good."

" I feel like crying and i don't know why"
"It's 'cause you're happy, Butterfly Eye. It's like when i see a dog and imagine its voice."
"What do you mean?"
"Like when i see a dog and I'll say somethin like, 'hi, i'm a dog' and i tear up 'cause he can finally talk."

immortality.- the path of spirits is in silence and hidden from sense. who knows where or how the soul has existed, before it was incarnated in mortal body? who knows where or how it thinks and works when it drops its fleshly frame? like those asteroids, which we call shooting stars, which revolve forever in space, but sweeping for a moment through ( Read more... )

I'm really going to miss this apartment. My first place living as an adult. A lot has happened in the last few years. That February Adam moved me in, my mattress pulled out under the window. Naked walls fed acoustics to the hollow room. He played guitar and we sang songs about the dumb, beautiful boy who introduced me to this building. My next love ( Read more... )

You say the world is spinning faster
You say it's undulating inside of me
But to me it's though nothing's changed
To me, things are still the same

You say you haven't slept since Sunday
You say you blink fifiteen times a day
But I feel like I'm wide awake
And I can't remember my name

it was night time and me and blake were drunk and rolling around a parking structure on a skateboard. a police officer appears under a dim light that blinked at the far end of the parking garage. VENTURA, he yells making his way towards blake. i motion for him to hurry and i try to drag him away to hide. it was almost like this was his final ( Read more... )

we're sitting in the courtyard of someone's apartment building. getting high and chatting nonsense. two policemen walk above us on the second story balcony. they ask us if we know anything about the crime scene in the room upstairs. we don't, so they invite us in to be witnesses to the crime. we enter the room through a descending hall way as wide ( Read more... )

 in my dream last night the snow came down hard. all of the colors outside were washed out by the whiteness that filled the air. from the window the distance grew smaller. i hiked up a spiraled hill and ended up at a stranger's cabin. a boy my age came outside to greet me with pale blue marble eyes and a strawberry stained mouth. he smiled like he ( Read more... )

 Your house, hidden from the street lights, roofs the sprightly minds of youth.
Boys with dirty shoes and costume hats watch pink-mouthed girls shadow dance.
Together we have formed a seasoned cult.
We salute our souls to Mother Moon.
No time will age us.
No walls could confine us. 
We shed our skin in the Summer Ov Darkness.


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