today i saw a little bird lying on the sidewalk with a broken wing. it was so tiny, just lying there in the sun, periodically trying to fly. i picked it up and put it in the bushes, where at least it would be softer, cooler ( Read more... )

been a looong time. can't sleep again, decided to update. so far:

i am still a little bit insecure, but
have learned to be more patient with insecurities
love boyfriend madly, boyfriend loves me (i'm pretty sure), but
boyfriend is still leaving, and i am guiltily planning future advances/relationships (c' est la vie)
hate jarred with a passion which he ( Read more... )

take a step, and ( Read more... )

so.

coachella 2007.

three days long.

did you get that? three.

THREE WHOLE DAYS. HELLO, COACHELLA VALLEY MUSIC AND ARTS FESTIVAL, WE MEET AGAIN. HAVE YOU GAINED ANOTHER DAY?

apparently so. im going to get me a campsite for this year. ITS GONNA BE AWESOME. orgasmic. i will probably die of repeated orgasms.

wicked couple of days and weeks have passed since i last made an entry. unfortunately, the homosexual love of my life saw fit to leave my ass for tahoe's and so i have been in a lethargic state for the past week or so. i hope hes having ULTRA PALE SENSITIVE SKIN SWEET ANGRY JAYSUS MY SKIN IS ON FIRE type fun in the sun. i know i would. IF I COULD. ( Read more... )

okay, so i love him. great, right? WRONG. guess what? hes moving to SAN FRANCISCO. within the next four months. but shit, he's amazing, so im gonna shut up, suck it up and go through with it, and when we say goodbye thatll be that. hah. hahaha. i told him id visit him, so there are plenty of things to look forward to. but i dunno. what do you do ( Read more... )

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okay, so i know i like staring at people. great. and most of the time when people stare at me, im all "down with that," especially if theyre hot and sexy. but there are certain cases where i canNOT stand the staring. like small children in cars. i hate that. what the hell are they looking at? are they writing a research paper on me? or did they ( Read more... )

1. You're amazing, and I love every minute spent with you. You are more special than you realize, and I cannot wait until the day you get to be proud of who you are, because it will be wonderful. Even though your passiveness is kind of annoying and I really don't like your stance on generosity, everything you are brings out the best in me, and ( Read more... )

hey fergie! how come every time you come around my golden gate bridge want to go down?
what's that? we're in london?
umm, what are you doing on my table? wha... oh.
that's what you're doing.
carry on... yes... yes, i like what you've done here.
... i know you can spread 'em just a little wider, there, ferg, i've seen you do it. now, let me see...
ah, ( Read more... )