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I don't feel good

I'm no winner ( Read more... )

I know that times were hard
I know that you've been feelin' down
If you only knew how I'm feelin'
For you
If I could take your pain
I wish that I could wash it all away
If you only knew how i'm feelin'

You've been runnin' around for so long
You've been hurting yourself too much
You keep messin' around with darkness
You're the one who's losin

I've got a new thought.
I'm a bad man. and I'm not sure if theres any going back.

"who knows what tomorrow will bring" sounds comforting at first. once logic and circumstance are considered, it loses meaning. It feels like I know what tomorrow has in store for me, I'm willing to bet that once my eyes open again. I will feel nervous, and lonelier than usual. I'll wish desperately that you were here, than the worst will be over. I ( Read more... )

no one reads these
thats good

life is bad.

no energy
no reason
not understanding

too much

My grand pop, is on his deathbed. his life makes me tear up without hesitation. My everyday, vacant thoughts drift towards my family. He wanted an apple for Christmas, he was given that apple, he shared it with his family ( Read more... )

the rain clouds never go away in my life. I want to say I'm numb from too much pain, but thats just not true. I'm ripped apart, my spirits broken. I feel as if I'm without a soul. This city has taken alot from me, I think about my cousins murder everyday and how fragile life is, he was a beautiful boy struck down by the plagues of humanity. I don't ( Read more... )

hello.

my name is shane and sometimes i like to leave little distraught people in my room whilst i go to work. it's fantastic.
i make good coffee, and i make an even better cuddle buddy.

let's chat about the day's events.