yeah so i just realized that it would take too long to go back and edit all these entries to make them friends only so im making a new journal.
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from now on these entries are friends only.
i'll give my password to jodi and andrew but only them for now.
of course everyone on my friends list can read it too since they're on my friends list.
41 of you are on my friends list so that's 43 people reading.
but i just don't want certain other people to have access

last night was funnnnnnn! for the most part. went for crepes with marisa syll and sam russo and then bk of course and got toys and crowns and then we got some 40ssss of old e (i was reminded of ryan and i miss him) and cans of beer and went to thebeach and it was the first time i drank in like at least 2 weeks and it was good. and like at one point ( Read more... )

many doctors today ( Read more... )

you had me. you had me 3 months ago and you left. it has nothing to do with me, it is about you, and it is always about you. what you need and what you want, you know.... it seems that you only want me, when you can't have me. you like the chase and thats all. so you know what, you can have it.

go summer

this morning was a weird morning. i woke up rather early and showered and got dressed and cleaned my room. all before noon. that's very uncharacteristically jolly and motivated of me. oh my gosh, maybe i'll even do homework!!! that might be a stretch ( Read more... )

i'm tired

MASS PARTY 06

mass party 06 can be summed up in just a few short phrases:

ghosts.
food
tubing team africa im winning!
tackling and attacking
more food
lost and separated and frantic searches :(
sickness and fighting :(
b falling off the chairlift and being taken away in a stretcher... sooo scary, dont worry she's okay no major injuries
"fire"
too much disney ( Read more... )

i should probably start my homework.

mass party 06 in less than 24 hours

from this point on i REFUSE to be treated like shit, i refuse to be treated any less than i deserve to be treated, i refuse to be lied to, i refuse to take any shit from anyone no matter how much i care about them. because i'm just sick of feeling worthless, i'm sick of feeling used, and i don't like the way certain people make me feel. some people ( Read more... )