I've decided to make this journal public after having it for 3 years private.
I'll be updating photos, photoshop work, paintings, feelings, day, whatever, the usual I guess.
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A women, who I was once close to, committed a sin. Two children I will not get to see until that time in my life. Seven years of an unfolded secret.

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while the city's busy sleeping
i walk the streets to stop my weeping
he just can't change his ways

but don't fool yourself 
he was heartache from the moment that you met him 
now my heart is frozen still 
as i try to find the will to forget him somehow, 
he's somewhere out there now

A risk. A chance. A leap. Another one.Another one. One of those that I can count on my fingers. One of those I knew wouldn't work out but I chose to follow ( Read more... )

Goal 99.
Make it.
Be stronger.
Make new friends.
Keep in contact with old friends.
Get a new phone.
Save money.
Get a new camera.

Practice the piano twice a week 45 minutes.
Goal 99.
Tell him.
Get better grade

binge. purge. drink. smoke.
love. kisses.
mack. mack. mack. mack. mack.
i failed. i lost. i cried. i fell.

Get straight A's.
Get permit.
Be nicer.
Save some money.