i havent posted anything in a while. i dont know why but tonight i was thinking of how bad i treat kristen. i dont know why but she puts up with me. i know that everything that happens between us is because of me and i cant help it. i am just a horrible person. i hate myself. sometimes i wish that i was never born. i mess up everything in my life ( Read more... )

Well last night was the worst night i have ever had. I broke up with Kristen. Thats right i broke up with her. To tell you the truth though it will be hard but easier in the long run because i just kept fucking up. Well i am sorry that i had to do this to you Kristen, i really am, but i need to do this so i dont hurt you anymore than i already have ( Read more... )

yo this weekend was awesome. everyone had a really good time and i saw alot of people i havent seen in a long time. now to the current issue. apparently i am not a CRIP. but i am. and i am sure of it. i know i am and i am going to rep blue till the day i die. dont thinks so? check out my myspace. i will always be CRIP and no one can say otherwise ( Read more... )

well isnt this just dandy ( Read more... )

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it's been a while....

sorry.

that is all i am gonna say is that i am sorry. sorry for everything. i really am.

love is ( Read more... )

two words. Ocean City. great fucking times. it was me kristen fionna and louie. we spent all day down there yesterday and it was amazing. as far as today goes,it was real sad. i had to go back to school and i had to say goodbye to my one and only true love. <3. i am doing a little better. i talked to her a few times and she seems to be taking it ( Read more... )

Cut my life into pieces ( Read more... )

today sucked and tommorow is going to be even worse. this camp for soccer sucks major balls and i am praying that i get cut. i dont even wanna play anymore. it isnt like i am going to get playing time anyway. there is another goalie that is a freshman that is already the starter and then they have a sophomor that is coming back to play. but ( Read more... )