ok, so i wanted to write an "update" a while ago, and yet never got around to it. so now i think i'll just write a short summarized version of the update ( Read more... )

i stumbled back on here a couple of days ago and i was unable to guess my old password until earlier tonight.

many things have happened since i last wrote. i read through some of my old entries & i enjoyed it. im happy i was writing in this thing & i plan on starting up again. we'll see what happens.

i had some wine last night and called it an early night... woke up at 3:30 and desperately tried to fall asleep again -- no such luck. its great having friends that are up at 4:30 in the morning, and i ended up watching movies till about 30mins ago and skipped work - took a sick day. anyway, hung out with the pilot recently and we were listening to ( Read more... )

Oh mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head ( Read more... )

i havent been busy, i just dont have the urge to write recently.

seems like everyone i know has things just hanging in the air right now...i'll jot some stuff sometime this weekend and explain.

another week starts tomorrow.

i have to get my ass back in the gym and keep myself busy. i miss hanging out with the girl, but im trying to find other things to focus on. update on the weekend when im sitting at work tomorrow morning.

this sun-burn is really fucking hurting me on top of everything else.

weds was my birthday it was a normal uneventful day. went over to jasons at around 9ish and we decided to stay local instead of driving out to lauderdale, so we headed over to neighborhoods somewhere around 11. luckily jason spotted some random chick from the swim team on one of the pool tables just as she was finishing off a game, so we ended up ( Read more... )

so im back at home after getting dropped off by the luxurious vw shuttle van. luckily i was the first stop because my house happens to be closest to the dealership, too bad for those other two people stuck in the van. for some reason today i feel as though expressing myself writing is a way of dealing with things that have been happening ( Read more... )

today is chris' birthday -- he died five years ago ( Read more... )