I've been holding off posting here for a while, mostly because I've been in a particularly bad place mentally since partway through the summer. The good news is that I'm on medication and seeing a psychiatrist regularly, so hopefully this school year will go better than the last one. I'm not terribly confident about my ability to keep playing my ( Read more... )

Why is it that every time there's a good thunderstorm, it passes just to the left of my girlfriend's apartment? Seriously. It never goes over these buildings.

I want a good storm, dammit!

It's depressing to go through all the awards and bursaries available at your school and see that 90% of them are for the faculties of medicine, law, business, nursing and education. Can we lowly undergrads have some money too, please? Just a bit? Maybe even let the music students have a taste of all that cash you're shelling out to people who're ( Read more... )

Please tell me. My brother does some professional quality stuff - he does web design for a living. Check out his company site and some of his work for proof. If you want a site, either let me know or contact him and tell him that Matt sent you.

If you're not on my friends list and you want to be, comment on this entry, tell me who you are and I'll figure out if I want to add you.

Why am I changing it? Because I'd rather select the people who can read what I write than let the whole world in - this oughtn't to surprise anyone I know.

...and I haven't much to say, I don't think. Maybe I'll prove myself wrong before the end of this entry, who knows ( Read more... )

• I'm 21 now, as of yesterday.
• I have a girlfriend now, and she's awesome.
• School is killing me.

This is all for now, as I'm busy like crazy today.

Looking back on my childhood, I feel that the Muppet Babies were created solely because the Muppet Show was never appropriate for children under 12 in the first place (which is why I enjoyed it so much as a kid.)

...and all of them hurt now, but I had a good time dancing. Weird, I know, but I enjoyed myself and relaxed and didn't sustain any severe injuries. It was good ( Read more... )

How do you deal with your feelings when you resent the fact that you have those particular feelings in the first place? What do you say to yourself when you expect that you "shouldn't be" lonely, that this is somehow a sign of weakness? What do you do when you can't figure out why you're lonely and you can't convince yourself that you're OK on your ( Read more... )