I might get fired from a job that I love the most, this brings a huge question on friendships, and complications on what to do to better myself now. Should I apply to Saks and Neiman?

Yesterday I went to go get tested. I came out Negative, John came out positive... this has change a lot of what is going on in life.

worked, worked and worked.
but had a great summer. i was able to find a better job, get happier with myself, build my AMAZING closet.
ended it with greg... like always. I do love him.

I saw greg again last monday.
It was amazing but I fucked up by asking too much. I was stupid.
I hate everyone i am seeing now. I am over them. Can I move on?

I need to move on more quickly.
I need to stop thinking sooo much.
I need to cry once in a while.

he replied back.
i'm sick.
i'm a sick person.

So went out on a date with Bill, he is a very important guy in the art industry. Well anyways, we had plans to go see patti smith tonight and he ditched me ( Read more... )

RIP McQueen.

So Greg blocked me again.
This might be the last time I write about him. FUCKING ASSHOLE.

Wow. Amazing. Such great talent of Hedi and this Danish boy.

So, trying to be more athletic.

TRYING.

Forgeting about Greg is also a great start of the year.