On lj, that is. I've been mostly on myspace lately. There's a link you can follow, but my profile there is private, which means you have to message me and I can add you. But, if it is worth the work you can check out my blog and whatnot there ( Read more... )

I just don't know if I can fight this anymore. I think my expectations are just too damn high or something. I feel the weight of depression all around me and I can't fight it off for much longer. It doesn't seem like it's all in my head, but I know better ( Read more... )

Intricate mental work ( Read more... )

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Yeah, I woke up anxious like I usually do. It is not as bad as it can be sometimes, and I am generally better than I used to be. The other day I had a serious meltdown and started bawling my eyes out, but I recovered quickly and made it to work on time and even had an alright day. Work has been a big help in this area. The beginning of ( Read more... )

Sharing the day ( Read more... )

I can't imagine why ( Read more... )

I just realized tonight that I think I am jealous of my hair. It gets way more attention than I do. I am sick of people coming up to me and wanting to talk about it. Nobody seems to care to know the person inside it ( Read more... )

Some wear leather ( Read more... )

I am rethinking the demon thing. My best friend gave me some enlightening information. He figured out that the demon he saw in me was his demon. It was a loaner. If anything my problem is too much caffeine, I am flying on it right now, hopefully I won't wake up depressed, but I might. I limited my intake better than I did last night ( Read more... )