I have had alot of bad shit happen in my life. I think i'm a better person because of them. I'm a strong,smart,and a nice person because of all the wrong that has happen.Some stuff mad me cry,some made me mad, and others changed me. The way i think can't be changed because of the people that have wrecked my world. I don't think half of the kids ( Read more... )

Things in life don't really make since to me and its ok because most people don't understand alot of things about life. I hate the fact that in my moms eyes i can't be who i am or what i want to be later in life. I have been lieing to her so she can be happy with me and maybe just a little bit proud of me. I know it just hurts me in the end. I ( Read more... )

It's been 2 yrs since i wrote in this journal. i have noticed that i have changed so much in two years. its crazy, i'm not as mean or crazy and i'm alot smarter. plus i can spell and write proper sentences. I'm still a gay mess that can't seem to keep a girl. Its seems like every girl that i like i can't get close to. The ones i end up loveing ( Read more... )

I'm at my cousin vickie and her boyfriend charlie and i am still single!! charlie is going to hook me up with his friend chelsea!!! We always have fun together no matter what!! vickie is like my mom she has always been there for me and she doesn't make me feel like shit like everyone else!!! My mom said that she doesn't want me over anymore and ( Read more... )

i don't really know hwat to say!! kristina and us where dating i don't know what we r anymore i think she is with monica or what ever her fuckin name is!! this time i tried with her and she didn't so i'm done well i'm just going to say yes to lauren about going out!!! Even tho she cheated on me with a guy!!
~kai~

its seems like for ever sence i've been on here!! well i'm in a mess there are lots of girls that like me and i don't know what to do message me if u know!!
~kai~

i'm at my moms house bord as hell and i just want someone to call and say hey do u want to do something because i would tottaly say yes!! I was suposed to go to the movies and see my sexy catherine but my uncle taken the car so fuck that feild trip!! well thats my day now tell me your!!
~kai~

Well today i talked to scoop!! Seeing if she has any friends that would hook up with me. she has alot but it won't let me on so i can tell her who i like which sucks.I percid my friend Noels belly button which was sweet it looks good! If and lesbos out there want to give me a try message me back holla!!
~kai~

People think i'm straght because i went out with kolton well i'm not i like someone else and she knows that. I really don't care what people think. But i do care what she thinks because shes everthing to me! But i'm so sry that she can't see what is in front of her. I love You Ashley don't ever for get it!!

well yeah i haven't gone on here in a long time bacause i have myspace and people have been sending me stuff and i just want to say kristina i can't go out with because i have a boy friend and i love him dearly and i know u like me a lot but why is that u didn't talk to my a tiffanys thing you just lefted and told erin that u couldn't even look at ( Read more... )