wake me up 15 years ago

I feel like life is starting to pass me by. i dunno, whatever. So I've been thinking about the subject of death a lot lately. For no reason specifically, but what bothers me is that it doesn't bother me. I think about other people dying and that bothers me, specifically the ones closest to me. But when I think about myself dying I am not bothered. ( Read more... )

I would wake up next to you every morning ( Read more... )

Engage

I feel pretty great today. I was able to put everything into perspective over the last couple, and realized things are pretty good right now.

Becky has the kids, and is doing well with them. I have another key shift coming up this sunday. I got thursdays off from now on at OTB. Al things good in my opinion.

"Spend some time with me, say that you'll be mine ( Read more... )

What
The
Fuck?

Just talked to my dad, hes headed down to the hospital now. apparently now they are saying the injuries aren't nearly as bad as they initially thought so (fingers crossed) everything is in fact going to be ok.

Spent 7 hours at baystate tonight. Charlotte has several bleeds in her brain. I spent the whole night convinceing rachel everything was going to be ok, now I just need to convince myself of it. Dss has to get involved due to the extent of the injury, and the her age. So not only does rachel need to worry about her child surviving, but she also ( Read more... )

Cause it's almost like
Your heaven's trying everything to break me down
Cause it's almost like
Your heaven's trying everything to keep me out