I was down yesterday and I don't feel any better today. I hate my job. There is no propose behind what I do. Or I don't see it. I would like to find work doing the same thing I do know but some place where I feel like I am giving back ( Read more... )

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I am done!!! I am tired of people that don't know a thing about what is involved in supporting a network telling me I am behind. I want a job where I feel like I am appreciated. I am no longer after the money. I know what I need to make to pay the bills. Anything over that is icing on the cake. I just what, no need to feel that I am a part of ( Read more... )

I should have know it was too early to date. I let myself have feeling and I got hurt. I now have tickets to something and no one to go see it with. I got the "I want to be friends" but, then she forgot about all the plans we have had. Call me and then either does not answer or does not return calls. I am too old to be playing games. VENT ( Read more... )

borrowed from mssardonicsmile

Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... CategoryYour Score Average Self-Lovin'16.7%
I wouldn't shake hands, if I were you 65.1%Shamelessness64.3%
It takes a couple of drinks 79.2% Sex Drive 26.3%
I got needs, baby, you gotta unnastan'!77.6%Straightness0%
Knows the other body type like a map 44.5% Gayness 33.9%
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I have been doing nothing to really WORK on my recovery! I have a little over 60 days clean now and my mind is still a big puddle of mush. I will be up one day and down the next. I have days that I can't sleep. That has never really been a problem for me. In the past I could sleep just about anywhere. Tuesday was one of those days. Wanted to ( Read more... )

Had a great day! Went to a park for an area celebration for a fellowship I am in. Later went out to dinner with friends after a meeting. I gave a friend a ride home and we sat a talked for awhile about relationships, recovery and other things. P.D. opened my mind to a great many things tonight. I really need to sit down and talk with Ollie and ( Read more... )

Been too long since my last post. Why you ask? It is like this, I am chicken and have been hiding from my emotions. Every time I start to feel anything that I don't like I run and hide or throw up my walls and block everyone out. I know this is not the healthy thing to do. Nor is it the best way for me to be working on my recovery. Now watch me ( Read more... )