The walls are yellow. It struck me so much the first time. Of course, when I close my eyes and think hard enough, I was the one who painted them. Push harder still, stretch the muscles reaching back, and I actually hated the color even then. But they never seemed so yellow until now. And for the life of me I can't comprehend why this stupid ( Read more... )

These footsteps don't mean much ( Read more... )

(the deep breath before the plunge)

and now it's time to go.
thank you.
for everything.

As I was lying on my basement floor today waiting to go to college I realized how lucky I am to have two friends to kill time with in my waiting room ( Read more... )

To: every single parent that has ever pissed me off from the daycare
From: the angry girl who raises your children for you
Re: please, let me do my job.

Dear parents of my two year old class,

Thank you, I am very well aware that I am still a teenager. However, this does not mean that you can automatically disregard whatever I say. Believe it or ( Read more... )

let it be
let it be
let it be
let it be

I'm starting to read the signs that our summer is ending.
And still, still, I'm not ready for the final sting of it.

"and I belong to the best of you..."

life is not taken, only changed.
*For Steve*
One year gone but never forgotten.

Tonight...was a self-destructive night.
But I arrange pool balls like some people arrange flowers. I think that makes it better ( Read more... )

So much has happened in the past week that I can't begin to explain how I feel or what my frame of mind has been. I guess the closest comparison would be to say I feel like I just got the wind knocked out of me, like a huge rock has been hurled at my stomach. It's such a shock that you feel nothing, and you only start to begin to register little ( Read more... )

There will be a time to talk about prom and this weekend, but now is not that time.

I'm going to be really pathetic and post a plea for help.

Any of you beautiful people out there want to give me a ride to school tomorrow for fourth period? I'll love you forever if you do. Not that I don't already.

<3elizabeth