Hey ya'll. I think i have actually hit an all time low. Finances are incredibly low, and im not sure whats going to happen from here. I owe my mom money, money on my loan, my other bills and the pay checks just arent high enough. If anyone has any ideas of placs hiring or anything please let me know.

okay i really really dislike my father right now. i call him to see if he would like to do something on sunday because its the only day off i'll have for the next two weeks and he tells to be an adult and deal with it and then i get a lecture on getting a really good job and shit. what the hell. so uncalled for. he bitches because i dont spend ( Read more... )

Yay the party went great. Everyone had a good time, my family and patrick's family had a chance to meet and everything went well.

Here's what i do know. I love my fiance and i love paige. When i'm with patrick or both of them i'm happy. But i feel as though were fighting a losing battle. He's fighting with his mom because of Emily and Christina, and in the end it all leads back to me because christina is telling emily what patrick and i do, and about how i treat paige (ex. ( Read more... )

This winter break really sucked. I have been sick pretty much since i got home. Which sucks because i didnt get to see John or his family over christmas or before he went back. My doctor finally prescribed me a med that seems to be working which is good. Other than that life sucks. I finally went back to work last week. I hate ACE!!! Oh well its a ( Read more... )

Yay finals are over. they sucked but oh well. Life has been good though. i moved out of my dorm and im home and happy and its great. i spent all of friday with patrick and paige. we went to pt huron and paige rode the merry-go-round and played on the playscape. and we shopped and had a good time. We also had dinner with my dad which was really good ( Read more... )

I felt so great this weekend and then sunday it was crash and burn. i felt so yucky. i hate being sick. Mega brownie points to Patrick for putting up with me even though i've been crabby, irritable, tired, and i cant sleep which keeps him up all night. I feel really really bad about that. The rest of the week hasnt been that bad just chilling and ( Read more... )

I had an awesome weekend. Friday was realxing. We didnt really do anything except get slurpee's and watch the rest of the second Lord of the Rings. which got interupted but later finished. ;)lol Then i passed out while Patrick played his game on the computer. Saturday was fun. We went to the craft show. i bought Paige these little bead braclets and ( Read more... )

I am sooooooooooooooooooo bored. I am in michigan history right now and ready to fall alseep. thank god for labtops!!! i cant wait to go home this weekend. I will get to see Patrick and Paige and go to the craftshow and bowling and chicken little movie. wow its going to be a busy weekend. only 4 weeks (not counting thanksgiving week cause i'll only ( Read more... )

I'm in a weird mood! I dont know whats wrong but i feel so "blah" right now. its kind of borderline crabby and irritated/depressed. Patrick keeps asking whats wrong and i dont know what to tell him cause im not even sure whats wrong!!! I cant wait for thanksgiving break! I need a long break from homework and school. at least longer than a weekend.