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YEAH. IT'S BEEN AWHILE.
Does anyone even use livejournal as, like, a journal/blog anymore?? Honest question because I seem to use it sporatically throughout the year just doing posting so I can remember things I did and so forth. I mean I lurk ONTD but that's a whole different thing ( Read more... ) -
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So, It's 1 in the morning and I've been drinking tonight with the fam. I normally write these posts when I'm clear of mind but right now things seem pretty clear ( Read more... ) -
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Have you ever felt truly depressed? To the point where you feel as if you'll never be good enough? The feeling you're better off dead? That feeling you get that if you did yourself in that no one would even care? I've been through so much and, believe me, I am stronger from it, but it's times like this I get so into this sad, pathetic little world ( Read more... ) -
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It's been awhile since I posted. I give up trying to regularily update this thing but I will try every month or so. Anyways, college is amazing/fabulous/awesome yet at the same time really fucking frustrating. High school did not prepare me for this! Shit, the community college didn't help either. :-/ I am staying afloat grade-wise as much as ( Read more... ) -
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Sometimes I wonder if you ever think of me in a positive way. You know, how things used to be? Where you were my shoulder to lean on and I was yours. I know I haven't talked to you in almost two years but it feels like just yesterday we were back in eighth grade and I met you for the first time. It makes me sad to know this happened but all ( Read more... ) -
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So, I am glad I typed up a whole thing for me to accidentally press the back button and it to be gone. Thanks. Anyways, it was me talking about moving out from my house, going to college and moving on with life. Boring, I know. -
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Hello again, everyone who still reads this. I have pretty much abandoned this for about a year now. It's been a long year since I last updated. I'm almost out of high school! There's only a week and 2 days left! :) Then I'm off to UMD for a degree in mechanical engineering in August. I feel like I have so much freedom in my life right now. I ( Read more... ) -
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I'm not feeling well. I don't know what's wrong...well, i kind of do.
I've been up north visiting my Grandam this past week and I decided to text a friend I hadn't talked to in a while. It ended up getting into a discussion about the boy I like. She doesn't approve and said she "doesn't trust" him. Then she had to say goodbye because her fuck ( Read more... ) -
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Uh...hi. I overreact A LOT and I think my last journal update was part of that overreacting.
...I think I'm in love. <3