If I get that job at Hot Topic I'll get 40% off right on ( Read more... )

Sorry about all my babbling last night...my mind is so here and there with my feelings right now. But I have come to the realization that I need to do something with my life. I need a job now I can not wait anymore. So I will be eating the crow today and asking my Aunt to rehire me. Hot Topic will be hiring in june and the manger said she was going ( Read more... )

Just had a nice long friendship like talk with Adrian and I realized I have been living my life for everyone else. I have been saying things to make everyone else happy ( Read more... )

I haven't been on here in a while..But I think I need to get this off my chest... I have not lied about anything to be something other people want me to be. I am me and I am dealing with my stuff in my own way. I am trying to over come these things in my life. I am doing all I can to make this better. I really am...you all are not here you do not ( Read more... )

So I thought long and hard today ( Read more... )

Just got back from seeing my Grandma...she is really bad! Her blood pressure was really low it was like 69 over 42. NOT GOOD! My Grandpa is bad...he does not look good...he isn't eating he is very sad. My Grandma is going and there is nothing we can do. She is in so much pain. It makes me very sad!! I can't talk about it anymore...

Debbie is so rad she wants me to come over before the club and have dinner for my birthday and then cake after the club. She is so cool...she really is making me feel so much better then I have been. I'm just bummed Tata(tanya) will be in vegas. At least she will be here the day of my birthday!! I really do feel loved right now...Thank you Debbie ( Read more... )

So I was going to cancel my party on sat. at Empire but sweet ol' Debbie is getting me a cake for a after party at her house. So I guess this means I must go...She is such a good person I am glad I have met her. She also said she would give me a ride home and stuff so no one has to worry about me :D

Yes my cousin Manny told my Grandma who is really sick right now...that I have a site were I am naked. Not true!! Thought this guy loved me...I thought he was one of my best friends. WOW!! I'm shocked!!

So my Grandma is in the hospital again. She is really sick...I just hope she is okay. I didn't think my life could get any more stressed then it already is...but I guess it can!