1)Do you have a crush on somebody ( Read more... )

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The small alarm clock, resembling something from the nineteen fifties, ticks above my head. The ticks bounce from one ear to the other like a pendulum that I cannot make stop. My body is pinned to the soft feel of a beige carpet within the enclosure of four white walls, with not the slightest ray of light shinging in. It's still and I am unable to ( Read more... )

I kind of had one of those light bulb moments the other day where the light had been flickering for quite a long time but just didnt have it to turn itself completely on. See, I am going through this personal sort of, recovery process in trying to sober up and clear my mind so that I can avoid alot of this depression and insanity that I've been ( Read more... )

Well, lets see.......... its been a month since I've gone on here, everything's still basically the same for me right now. I'm finding more and more the urge and extreme desire to aspire to what I want my destiny to be, a musician. I want to devote the entirity of my life to making music and teaching myself how to master other instruments. I've ( Read more... )

I don't know what it is I want to do right now. I spent most of the night last night expressing to my boyfriend how much I hate living. I feel like my reasons are valid but I also think my substance abusing has alot to do with the way I'm feeling these days ( Read more... )

I am finding that Lewis Carroll is one of my new favorite authors. I found this book from the late 1800's in a used book store that is a collection of all of his stories. I'm also finding that it is a more than needed escape for me, to read, that is after these long stressful days at me job ( Read more... )

Since the last time I wasted time on here, things have been going in a balance but right now its like its all falling downward for me ( Read more... )

I am pretty sure the fourth Epicene cd is about 80% finished, although I haven't quite talked to ryan about it, but it is almost done ( Read more... )

I'm having one of those days where I am sitting in taking long pauses here and there, where I just stare and remain motionless then snap back to normality for a breif period of time. I have these moments after bad days usually or if I'm wrechedly hungover which has now well passed ( Read more... )