I live four, almost five, hours away, in Massachusetts. I miss my friends from home, and my family, and just being here (home for Thanksgiving). I miss all of it terribly, but I've been living on my own for two years now, in a different state, and I've managed. I've built up a decent life for myself. I have a good job, and a few (VERY few) friends ( Read more... )

Screw it. I'm done pinning. I just want to move on. I will not im, text or call him unless he do so to me first. I'm done. This game is pathetic and I am not. He may be the just about perfect boy for me but I don't care anymore. I have a life and a year from now he won't even be in a small part of it. Why waste my time? I'm only young once and it's ( Read more... )

What are 3 things you believe in, but cannot prove?

Edit: I posted this in postsecret as well, and was told that it is not a secret. I am aware of that. Your responses, however, could be. If it is not allowed, I'm sorry. Ignore this. I am just interested in reading the responses.

I can never thank you enough for saving me.
You are an incredible person, and you don't even realize it.

i'm not a smart person. i am in deep physical pain, and yet.. I'm still going to go out tonight to see a band perform. Nobody understands my pain. My lower back has been killing me for over a week now & I wish I knew why. But just now.. a few hours ago, the pain feels as if it has traveled to my outer thighs. I was limping a little. this is real ( Read more... )

I've got bruises on my knees for you
I got holes in my new jeans for you
I'm pink and black and blue

I'm permanently black and blue.

i can't get your voice
out of my head
and i feel
like it's
suffocating
me

you're still ruining me and
you don't even have to lift a finger.

I believe that if I just allow karma to keep kicking my ass, eventually it'll move on to him.

Days like today that I spend at home just remind me why I try to avoid these kind of days...being at home makes me more stressed than being anywhere else. I remember why I love my friends so much ( Read more... )

My dream came true last night.
And it was everything I imagined it would be.