my secret is that i'm kind of really upset that he has a girlfriend. he; is an older man that's in a local rock band & i KNOW there was no way in hell that I had a chance, but.. i still am a tiny tiny bit bummed out that he has a girlfriend ( Read more... )

My dad died on saturday morning (after a short but horrible battle against cancer), only half an hour after I came home for no reason, only 15 minutes after I said goodnight.

I keep expecting him to walk through the door every night at 9pm. Even my dog is sitting by the door, waiting for him.

I really hope that this is a really fucked up nightmare ( Read more... )

( I feel terrible )

I am Jack's wasted life.

My best guy friend likes me and plans on asking me to semi-formal. I know I'll say yes, but I want us to be just friends even though our friends all think we should go out. I feel like there's something wrong when I'm the only one who doesn't want that ( Read more... )

I will wait for you if you want me to. -doesn't matter how long it/you take.

I am sincerely afraid that no one is ever going to fall in love with me.

I am slowly remembering how to love myself.

I never should have taken this so far.

It was me.