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truthpost wrote in godhonesttruth Nov 02, 2008 00:42

I was molested as a child. Not just once but many times. I say I'm abstaining from sex until marriage because of my religion but really it's because... any time a man touches me I see his face. When I heard this man passed away, for the first time in my life I felt true vindication. And I wonder, often, if there are other girls out there like me. ( Read more... )

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blackberry_star wrote in godhonesttruth Nov 01, 2008 16:38

there will never be someone who can be there for me the way i need them to be.

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betterxdaughter wrote in godhonesttruth Oct 29, 2008 21:16

i love you i love you. i'm so in love with you. -i don't know what to do. i tell myself that i'm just stupid & obsessed, but i think it's more than that. it's REAL. this shit is just too legit for me.

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alekaattic wrote in godhonesttruth Oct 29, 2008 14:27

Every day I feel so useless because I cannot make him happy the way I want to.

He is severely depressed, and even the medication is failing to make him stable.

I feel like I fail as a girlfriend because I can't even make him smile like he used to.

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a_normal_flame wrote in godhonesttruth Oct 29, 2008 00:40

I don't know how
to
escape.

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shunflower wrote in godhonesttruth Oct 28, 2008 23:30

( Here's to all of you... )

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truthpost wrote in godhonesttruth Oct 28, 2008 16:05

Silly, but I sing so obnoxiously loud in my car.

And I wonder, when I pull up next to people, if they can hear me.

So I just stop singing until I get away.

I am damn goofy.

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betterxdaughter wrote in godhonesttruth Oct 27, 2008 15:31

i kind of am annoyed when someone says "i hate rap. it degrades women & all they rap about are about shooting people and hoes", etc. If you truly believe that ALL rap/hip-hop is the same, then you don't know. I will admit that I think most of this new rap is crap. Seriously.

I love rap's honesty. & those beats!

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crashintomeee wrote in godhonesttruth Oct 27, 2008 15:50

I feel like people actually have a problem with me not really caring about what they think of me. So what if I wear a boy sweatshirt to school and wear a scarf inside - why do people even waste their time noticing?

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a_normal_flame wrote in godhonesttruth Oct 27, 2008 14:27

Don't let me push you away.
I'm just scared