i have packed 4 boxes. Now i am eating popcorn. I don't think I want to move anymore.
Jess

i have a migraine. My cat is insane. She keeps climbing into this plastic bag the she runs into her litter box and starts throwing the litter in the air, then she grabs her toy and jumps on the computer desk and stares at me. She has done this three times so far.
Jess

Please download Heartbeats by Jose Gonzalez then call me when you are in the corner of your closet crying so we can cry together ( Read more... )

I wish it were socially acceptable to drive and just pull over whenever you felt like it and sit on top of your car and listen to radiohead as loud as you wanted to. But it's not. And that's why I hate the world. Not because I can't lay on top of my car and cry without getting strange looks but because I can't do whatever the fuck I want to.
jess

I can't believe I stayed up until 6 in the morning helping Darwin type a paper about knights. I don't think he's stupid. He just didn't even know where to start. I know that feeling when you are completely lost and you just want someone to either help you or just do it for you. I didn't do it for him but I made sure that he finished ( Read more... )

I think this is happening because god wants me to realize that i need to be alone for a while. I feel like i plan my life around you. I need to sit in silence. I haven't written. I haven't taken many pictures. I feel like i have lost bits of myself. Today made me realize how selfish you are ( Read more... )

for my space and place class we have to write 25 memories. They are mostly about the quadrinity. I just remembered how much i miss the four of us and how much it sucks that we have to grow up.
jess

I had a bad a dream last night. I woke up with this feeling like I had been wanting to scream and punch and kick but was forced to hold it in. In the dream Beshara had been seeing this other girl but was supposed to be humoring her. I knew that they had been dating but I confronted him about it and he confessed to having sex with her. Afterwards he ( Read more... )

fuck everyone and everything.
i am tired. I am pissed off. It's raining too hard?! It's raining too hard for you to walk to your fucking car? I am tired of doing so much for not just you but for everyone. AHHFhiohgonijvdrfrbocdnlk;jvfdfdnidfbnkjdwfbn~1!!Wbhfkjfvh98grebkjcxsblkvsbjujwevbhoey8geaf dgkbcvsk
Jess

so i missed the rosebuds last night. I got there in time to see Shout out louds and slut jen. I talked to kelly from the rosebuds and she told me that she would put me on the guest list for the show in orlando. I can't go. I'm here. i'm just mad because i wanted to talk about photos or something. I'm trying to be professional. I contacted WMNF and ( Read more... )