Comments | godisagirl: [total fail lock, she's still rather off] posted the day after the wedding

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[total fail lock, she's still rather off] posted the day after the wedding

Jan 26, 2009 19:34

Can't believe I'm that sort of drunk, how embarrassing, crying like a stupid child over nothing. And then I got so sick, ugh, at least there were few people there.

And Setsuna had to go and take care of me, so lame. Maybe it's better that I only remember some of it or else it would be even more embarrassing. I guess maybe I should say sorry to ( Read more... )

the wedding, sick, setsuna, lockon

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smilingtransfer January 28 2009, 05:14:25 UTC

I suspect she's learned a lesson well enough without a talking to.

[ locked ] their_keeper January 31 2009, 20:02:29 UTC

Oi! Answer the question! How long do you plan to keep on doing this?

[ locked ] smilingtransfer January 31 2009, 20:03:23 UTC

As long as I need to.

[ locked ] their_keeper January 31 2009, 20:04:26 UTC

Which will be for how long?

[ locked ] smilingtransfer January 31 2009, 20:05:47 UTC

For as long as I need to. Suzumiya-san is better than she used to be, but she's by no means stable.

[ locked ] their_keeper January 31 2009, 20:13:30 UTC

And what exactly qualifies as stable? You're a kid. You shouldn't be worrying about this sort of stuff so much it takes over your entire life. Isn't there anything you'd like to do with yourself? What about the things you miss out on because of all this?

Can't they get someone older to deal with the space thingies while the Spaceman and I take care of her so you can just be her friend, no real strings attached?

[ locked ] smilingtransfer January 31 2009, 20:15:38 UTC

There are plenty of other espers, that's not the issue. They needed someone close to her age to watch over her and keep her happy so that closed space wouldn't be an issue in the first place.

I've come to terms with having to do this. It's a tradeoff, but I'm certainly not unhappy.

[ locked ] their_keeper January 31 2009, 20:18:22 UTC

She has plenty of other friends. She has this entire community! You said yourself she's been doing much better. How do you think she'd react to finding out you'd essentially "run away" from home?! I don't see any reason why you can't drop your parents a line.

[ locked ] smilingtransfer January 31 2009, 20:22:11 UTC

Friends aren't the issue. I am her friend, of course, but first and foremost I'm someone to help keep her boredom and anger at bay, and support her unquestionably.

Which do you think is better, accepting that there isn't any hope, or having to cling to a few small shreds of it that may come to nothing? I would think the second one was worse, myself.

[ locked ] their_keeper January 31 2009, 20:31:42 UTC

So that's it, then? You're just going to wallow there and not even try to have a life of your own? You're not going to do what you need for you?

[ locked ] smilingtransfer January 31 2009, 20:34:10 UTC

I'm not wallowing.

[ locked ] their_keeper January 31 2009, 20:57:02 UTC

What have you done for yourself since you met Haruhi? Well and truly for yourself? Any school activities? Any friends outside of the group around her? Any interests outside of this little... bubble you've been forced into?

[ locked ] smilingtransfer January 31 2009, 20:59:03 UTC

I have friends on the community that have no connection to her.

[ locked ] their_keeper January 31 2009, 21:00:22 UTC

I meant in real life. Online is all well and good, but don't you have friends in your physical life outside of her? Interests? Hobbies? You can't look me in the eye and honestly tell me you're happy with the way things are!

[ locked ] smilingtransfer January 31 2009, 21:01:24 UTC

I can, actually. It's very easy.

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