ok so soccer.

ive never felt so much like i have NO friends.

all the freshmen all live together so they're like forced to be friends.

everyone else already knows each other and they're mad clique-y.

i gotta just think soccer soccer soccer soccer. i just want to play soccer. which i probably suck at right now. what the fuck. at least when i was working ( Read more... )

So I put my 2 weeks in at Pac Sun and Olympia. And I only have like 7 or 8 more shifts at the ranch. Finally I feel freeeeee. Even with that I only have a couple days off. And a lot to do. I still need to carpet the loft and paint the legs of the loft. Start moving some stuff up. Buy a futon mattress. Build or buy a desk. Build or buy something to ( Read more... )

Ok so for some reason work was fun today. I was almost looking forward to being called in to Pac Sun but I was not. So now I'm home doing nothing. Which is boring. So Anthony came in to get cleats for... whoever he was with. I'm pretty sure I lifted my head from folding and my jaw just dropped and I was like, "...uh hey." Just really awkward like ( Read more... )

So I asked for more hours. And I got them. I have 50, possibly 54 hours of work this week. Today was like... ughh. I hate working with insane power-crazy people. I swear managers of retail stores think they're the shit. I just want to be like UMM ok talk to me in 5 years when I'm making thirty times more than you doing something I actually like. * ( Read more... )

Ugh. So i just wrote a bunch of stuff and then apparently hit the page back button so everything I wrote is now gone. Fucking shit. All I wanted to do was backspace. So I geuss I will try to recap. Anyway I went up to school last weekend and now I hate being home even more. Like Chris Jones and Dan Jiz drove me up there and like the second I got in ( Read more... )

i dont even know why im updating.. so much has like happened since last time. wow i cant even like start. anyways im bored and waiting for something to do. me and becky and alana were supposed to go see date movie, but we're not til later so now i have nothing to do but eat this effing addicting chocolate. i think i will read past entries. this ( Read more... )

i hate writing essays!!
my journal is pretty

my head hurts like whoa. im in economics. and theres no new myspace stuff to do. i figured out how to get there... only i cant leave comments or look at people friends and some other random stuff. and i have no mail. yeah so i have resorted to livejournal since they blocked my myspaceingness. how mean of them. anyways yeah theres a game today in ( Read more... )

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY LIZ!!!

ahhhh your 18!! thats so crazy!! ahhh. tehehe im mailing u something. heheheh i cant wait until u get it. you will love it. and yes i know this is taunting you. anyways yes, so happy birthday!!!!!!!!!

ok all this time like all i wanted was to be home, and now that i am, im totally bored.we got home about 11am. and ive done like absolutely nothing since then. it sucks. i want to freakin see my friends dammit. but the car is like broken, gas prices are way too high, and theyre all working!! what the hell?! omg i totally do NOT want to work ( Read more... )