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I used to...
Good morning.Fuckin' awesome night.I took an overnight from the Salvation Army.My last one till I get my pemanent one on the 27th.Yeah bitch!That's whats up!
I was hoping Leah would be here from Portland,eh.I can't wait till she gets here.I didn't have any plans last night.I just knew I needed to get the fuck out tha sally.I hung out with Monty and ( Read more... ) -
An amaizing feeling
So I was going to come in here ranting about somenegative hoopla I was feeling through out the day.Well I suppose I still will,fuck it.I got into an argument with my friend today.He was trying to push his redneck point of view saying that,and I quote,"Everyone is racist.If you say you arent you are lying.".Uhhh I fucking hate this thinking.I realy ( Read more... ) -
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blah kinda day.I found a wallet on the ground a few days ago.I called the numbers inside that aparently belonged to friends of the walets owner.I eventualy got ahold of the owner.A nice guy from mexico with a wife and a son.He only has a dollar in the wallet.Just to see the look on the guys face was awesome.He was smiling from ear to ear.He wanted ( Read more... ) -
Oh God
So I came to the library today,just a quiet day.Flip plops,shorts,tank top ya know.I had to wait for an hour for the computer so I grabbed a Sonic Youth cd and sat down to do some homework while I waited.Fuck....I started working on my second step and holy shit is my head swimin'.I keep having to take beaks becouse it is just to much.I just get ( Read more... ) -
I feel silly....
Oh man.Just as I was begining to write I got a call from Leah.It was so good to hear her voice.she is getting on a train today to come here.This is so fuckin' crazy.The timing.I have not talked to her in years and I get ahold of her and now she is coming here.Im fucking ecstatic.So I was riding my bike today.From downtown to manitou,just looking ( Read more... ) -
ahhhhhhhhhh fuck
Thank mother fucking fuck it's Friday.Im so sick of this week.Angelo got terminated,yup,goin' back to the pen for a fifteen piece.It was a hard thing for me to do becouse of that reason but bottom line is he made his own grave.He fucked with me and more importantly he fucked with the people I love.I was riding my bike downtown two nights ago and ( Read more... ) -
prison walls are broken
Ok,so today...breath deep.....fuck....today. Well I may have gotten someone terminated from the program today.I guess we wont find out till case conference on tuesday.See this guy was in the program about three months back but got terminated for having porn in his work area and whille on restriction for that stole someones alarm clock.He is very ( Read more... ) -
Tag,your it
So I just picked up my graduation packet about two hours ago.And it just daned on me then how fucking good I feel,how fucking real this is,how fucking much I have learned and how fucking much I needed this whole experience.I am so fucking excited,so fucking greatfull,so fucking peacefull,so fucking alive.
I picked up some cd's from the library. ( Read more... ) -
Steal your radio
I just picked up a great book called 40 watts from nowhere.It's about this woman that started kpbj radio in San Francisco and kblt in L.A.She started off with a pirate radio station and grew from there into the biggest station in the East Bay.I have always wanted to start up a pirate station.I had a few friends that had one on this little isolated ( Read more... ) -
Don't bust my bubble.....
It's been a few days here.Let me think about what's going on.Well the big thing is i am graduating from Salvation Army in 31 days.Right now I am trying to get prepared for leaving.They try and tell us not to,but that's a bunch of bullshit.How can you go from a six month intense rehabilitation program to nothing.You have to have a plan you have to ( Read more... )