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Is it weird that I think alot about what people would do if I was gone, say if I died? Would people cry on the outside and secretly not care about me. Would anyone even notice or would I just be another casulty in the mix of things. A bump in the road for most people. Maybe not. But yet who nows. Weird thoughts lately. Its just so weird to feel on ( Read more... )

I lied. Im back writing here again bcuz so few people know about this that I can say what I actually feel. And I feel shitty. Really down. I dont know why either? I have an AWESOME life on the surface but the deeper you dig, the worse it gets. Somedays I wonder if anyone notices me, or to them am I just another passing nothing. A person not worth ( Read more... )

Last entry here, just usuing Xanga from here on.

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Crowded hallways are the only way now ( Read more... )

Why can't you just let me ( Read more... )

Hey there...today was fun!!! Its another great day in the life of Adair. Im know your just dying to hear about it but I cannot go into much detail because I have HW in Honors. So I will break it up by hour ( Read more... )

Hmm whats up with no comments? I have ZERO lately. I feel lame. Help me fell unlame lol!

~Adair~

**Goonight**

Those fake smiles cant hide it anymore ( Read more... )