Just to let anyone know I like never ever write in here. www.xanga.com/adair23 or All Emo Rejects for Leigh and thats it. lol. Just thought I should drop that .

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Hey, I know I said I wouldnt write in here anymore...but I guess I lied lol! Today was awesome. A two hour delay, talking with my dream boy and having fun. Being myself as usual. I took a major brave step today and for once I was proud of MYSELF. Thats rare, honestly. Yeah I was reading Alys LJ and I relate to her so much its insane and Im so ( Read more... )

Today was average. Ya no a little bit of this and a little bit of that then BAM the day is over. So thats all Im going to say because Im not sure anyone cares.
~Adair~

*I just want...


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Welcome...TO MY LIFE


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I just dont think Im STRONG enough anymore.

You dont know what its like.....TO BE LIKE ME

Sometimes you have to hold in your tears and just pretend that everything is ok.

I erased that poem that I wrote last night. Me no like lol! Plus if someone read between the lines of that they would know way too much!

~Adair~

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Today was so-so. The ususal. Kinda still in that sadness funk. Hope I can shake it soon...it just seems like some peoples lifes are so perfect and mines so blah. So lonely. I dunno how to explain. I look at those people with a great amount of envy then I realize they are probably just like me. So happy and perfect on the surface wiht the perfect ( Read more... )