gene is evil. and he cackles.

school tomorrow.
i dont know, all i can say is, i dont know.

Yes, I know it's been forever since I last updated. The truth is, I could give a flying [insert four letter word of choice here] about live journal, generally. Now, I've been reading some people's journals, and it sounds ilke they've had quite an eventful, and dare I say, "fun", summer. I, on the other hand, have to say that my summer has had an ( Read more... )

hey, thanks guys, i feel better
it's nice to know you all care!!

So, I had my AP US midterm today---it was "ok"--better than I expected, but definitely not a piece of cake. I have AP Bio tomorrow--this is going to be the worst one yet, primarily because we don't learn a damn thing in that class ::sighs::. ...but since it's supposed to snow a damn lot, I haven't studied at all yet, betting on a school closure ( Read more... )

See this old man out in the dead of night; he is hunched over and his hands are shaking as he stares at the sky and plucks the strings of an acoustic guitar. With each new note it gets more difficult for him; he’s lied to himself about being able to exist without the medication. Resolutely, he tries his very best-I know-to make the music sound ( Read more... )

Call to mind affection, love, remember memories. I know this is it: the love that I held onto so insistently that its eventual consequence was my slick palms, slick with happiness that finally I had grasped what it was meant to be. I had love; I held it to my chest, forced it to feel the consistency of my beating heart. I held onto it and it to ( Read more... )

Remembering in this light space seems so amazingly dreamlike when you consider missing like I used to in the dark. It seems I finally found those double AA’s I was looking for in a drawer that had not been opened for 6 years. So now, I’m coughing on the dust bits that found asylum in my nostrils and throat as I was fervently rummaging through ( Read more... )

I recall ( Read more... )

I raped myself with painful truth, stripped ( Read more... )