i'm trying. it may not always seem like i care, but i do. i really do. here's to turning over a new leaf, to a fork in the road, to a new box. i pray that i don't fail you again. i don't want to be your downfall.
it's been ages since i updated. everything is changing. and yet everything is the same. i feel like i am standing in the exact same place i was three years ago, five years ago... and yet my feet have fallen in so many different places.
each and every single time i have a conversation like the one i had tonight i am certain that i what i am doing with my life is what i love and what i am apparently pretty good at