Well I've moved to Xanga... better stuff on there for me so yeah lol... I might add stuff on here sometimes dunno...

but the new one that gets updated a lot lately is http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=LemonadeIsSour

Okay... three step plan explains on later... the selfish side dish is the one trying to talk me out of it so they can be happy and not worry about what the crap I need...

I'm not even so sure how to describe how my feelings inside are going right now... honestly sometimes I just want to be locked in a little cage in the center of the Earth just ( Read more... )

Lately it seems I've been struggling so much with things in my head... It's like I try to push them aside so they're not reality, but it's becoming more and more apparant to me what is true and what  isn't. I'm just scared to take the leap or have anything be changed I think. I just pray and wish God would change everything to the better and as ( Read more... )

If only you could simply see,
This thing that is hidden inside of me,
Then the scroll would unroll,
With all the wishes and all the thoughts of you,

This is my hidden heart that I desire you to discover,
How far could this lead on without you not knowing
I'm being crushed under this writing
So unroll my heart and find my hidden message...