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It's not worth it! It's not worth anything! I should lay down and never get up. I'm not worth it.

Nothing last forever! Not even when It needs to. I skrewed up last night, I lost my record. I hate myself. I can't do this anymore!
Jordan

Hey all! hope everyone is doing well! I'm gonna copy the memories idea and ask that you put a memory of me in the reply window. So, here goes a brief update on me. I haven't cut in 28 days and I started a new job. I work at Wal-Mart now. It's not a bad place. I also sponsored a little girl, her name is Deby and she's four. I hope to see ( Read more... )

Here I am again, back to spilling the beans on these pages. I haven't cut in 19 days. I felt like it tonight. My sister came home drunk again and I hate it. I feel horrible because I hate her. She dosen't care about anyone, not even herself. I want to be the good Christian, sister, but I can't. She cheats on her boyfriend and says she's ( Read more... )

1. Reply with your name & I will write something lovely about you.
2. I will then tell you what song[s] remind me of you.
3. I will try to give a single word that best describes you.
4. Put this in your own journal.

hope you are all doing well!
jordan

I've been very busy with Life and haven't updated in a while. I started a new job and I like it ok. I work with some nice people. I also added some new pets to my zoo. Two Oscars, Two Pacus, A Turquoise Jewel, and a shark. They are all fish. I recently decided to sponsor a little girl. She is four years old and her name is Deby. She lives ( Read more... )

Today was Christmas and it felt like any other day of the week. I often wonder what I'm supossed to do. I guess I'll soon find out. I'll be back soon.
J

Things have been better and my parents have agreed to let me get a horse. If anyone has any horse for sale, or give away, keep me in mind, Let me know.
Jordan

Well, I haven't updated in about forever, So here goes. Life has been a roller coaster of ups and downs lately. I hate it. I want to cry until no more tears will flow. This has made it really difficult to not cut. I want to stop cutting but then something happens and I lose all sense of control and I slice until I'm empty and bleeding. Like ( Read more... )