I can't seem to get any sleep lately, I lay awake for hours until I finally crash. I feel sad today. I hope it all gets better soon. I also wish Ryan would stop being a jerk.
Jordan

I had a really rough day yesterday. I made a shirt for a school project talking about what happened to me the past few years. I started crying and finally finished it. I tried to focus on other stuff, but I ended up sobbing at midnight and slicing a few marks into my leg. I wanted to call someone so bad, but I didn't want to bother anyone and ( Read more... )

I did something stupid today and cut myself. I wish I haden't done it but a good friend told me ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a very long while and I'm sorry about that. The meds are working wonders and I haven't cut in 31 days. Hopefully I can keep going and make a year one day. That will rock.
J

For the record I haven't cut in 19 days, The meds are just to help me stay clean.
Jordan

I started on new medications today, for my cutting and Depression. I really hope that it works this time. I started three of them. One for depression, one to stablize my mood and one to help my panic attacks. We'll see how it goes.
Jordan

It'a another ho hum day. Nothing major has happened and will be happening anytime soon. Oh well, A break will be nice. Life has settled into the normalness most people take for granted. I'm not complaning, It's very nice and I like it. Oh well, till later.
J

>"Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of safely
>arriving in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in
>sideways, chocolate in one hand, martini in the other, with the body thoroughly
>used up, totally worn out and screaming ~ WOO HOO - what a ride!"

Thirteen years old ( Read more... )