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It's been a while since I spilled out on these blank pages! Life is still life and shows no sign of easing up anytime soon! I cut last night, so many new marks it's impossible to hide them all. Oh well, the weather is getting colder and I can wear long sleeves. I'll post more soon, til then.

I went to HammerJacks on saterday night it was fun and I was so tired afterwards. I shall go back sometime and dance again. I did in fact dance, with Guys, which for those who know me never happens.
Jordan

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Hello darlings,
I was hanging with friends tonight and I had a wonderful time. I had a skrewdriver, which for those who don't know is vodka and orange juice. It was very good. I'm gonna head to bed and sleep peacefully. Good Night
Jordan

I've been dreading writing this, because I feel like I've let all my friends down. I have started cutting again. I can't seem to help it. I get so lost in confusion and pain and before I realize it I've cut again. I also am battling with food. I hate it. I want to get better but I know not how.

I just got off an amazing week-end. Spent in God's love. I surrundered all that I am to him. I gave him my cutting. I don't want to cut anymore. I feel amazing and loved. I'm glowing.
Jordan

I quit my job, I'm so flipping happy I could scream. No more stupid job. I'm freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Jo-Jo

I got a text message from a friend, asking all of her friends to leave her alone for a while. Not to call. I wasn't worried about her until she did that. I hope she's okay.
Jo-Jo