icky...feelin' real icky...gonna sleep the morning away...won't be in school. sorry sweetheart. I'll hug you extra tight tomorrow :-)

*muah

miss you
and
love you

jay

Loving you Stacy

I think my hate for my dad is growing. It's sick. I feel guilty. I don't like this. I love them both...but he's doing more and more for me to get angry. My therapist helped me a lot today, gave me some things to think about and some stuff to try with my parents...most importantly acknowledging stuff that they do that is positive, or helps me. ( Read more... )

I went downstairs around 11...mom looked at me and said... "so when you were home on visits, from new dominion...were you being nice just because?"

I couldn't respond...I felt my heart go cold.

I don't know how much longer I can stay here...

Stacy and her parents came by to eat...that made my night. Didn't even really get to spend time with them, but it was just so nice to see her. Oh the little things...

I love the smile I get when you see me
I feel  so special
It warms my heart

That put me in a good mood

Parents...icky...that's all I have to say about that for today

I have enough ( Read more... )

confused? yea...I am.

Just a quick thought...cause I think this rather twisted...Our entries start with the most recent...even though you may make a post, and refer to something you wrote in your last entry...but the person reading you journal hasn't read that yet...*sizzle...*pop!

uh oh

ok...I'm relaly going to bed

mmmm ( Read more... )

'bout to fall asleep...will try to keep it short...blank ( Read more... )

Icky...feel all fuckin icky. First period in school. This day shall be yet another pointless one. How surprising. Things are fucked up. Took a screen with Charlene after that concert a couple of weeks ago. They picked up trace amounts of coke. Not surprising. I dunno anymore. I don't want to go on and on explaining everything. After that April 8th ( Read more... )

Only In Orbit: Hey hon ( Read more... )