white is for our cleansed soul

[godsquadsuicide]

i feel like i am fighting an ongoing losing battle(in a not so cliche or realistic sense) every night. i re-enact this loss of hope. then in the morning i bring it back just so i may lose it again by nightfall. it's like going from 6 to 80 every 24 hours. how the time can go by, unnoticed, unappreciated, undesired. i jump to suspicion and anger so

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[4mbience]

i don't understand... you can't fail me. no one can fail anyone. because in the end... everyone is alone, single, identified only by themselves. this way, you can bubble yourself up and never reach out... and still be the same. but just by reaching out... saying something, talking to someone, taking a step outside, you have changed something

my heart felt like it was going to explode at your words, luv.

[godsquadsuicide]

i'm so very lucky.
seriously though.
i feel like liquid motion simply traveling from one thing to the next.
that's the only way to describe myself
kinetic liquid.

i am glad for you being in my life after all these years....