i like surprises.

there are at least 3 good men in this world.

well i have no hair. i shaved my head to get over the vanity my hair (or my evil self obseseed seld hating ways) created in me. my obsession with changing my hair to better my appearance, self comfort, and even myself. it was unhealthy. devouring even...
at first i left bangs... but i got rid of those... it felt like i was stripping myself of the ( Read more... )

my self is starting to show through....

paul is gone, but his last night in town there was a fire pit and bbq. thanks to my darling even an axe (or 2). but while he was still there (paul this is) he was singing and playing his guitar. that moment. right there. sitting by ryan. and some other friends. listening to paul. that was the best moment i've ( Read more... )

i almost always forget the sound of my ma singing... until she does. it's one of the best things in this world. she's playing her guitar and singing now ( Read more... )

well kids. senior fucking creepy has discovered me here.

this may seem like much ado about nothing...
but it's really not much i can do about something...
shesh. night.

yeah i was just driving in my car and it was raining. so i of course had my windows down (i ussually do) and my arm out the window... the rain (in this situation) hitting my arm felt like tiny needles at first, but i soon got over that... by the time i got home after making two stops (one a favor, two a hope.) and got inside my arm was suffering ( Read more... )

today i am filled with diasappointment. but i am keeping entertained. i have already done a lot... with people and by myself. im about to go to a party. i don't really know, maybe it will be fun. but i'm not sure what i am hoping for.
i just feel like i am fighting, and like i have to stand my ground, but the truth is, i can't be fighting anything ( Read more... )